OMG and WHAT THE HELL

Where the hell do I start this out at... I guess I should give you a bit of background. I used to play in a band.. no shit .. right.. any way.... I was voted off of the band island for a "better, more seasoned, bass player". Yeah ok. I've seen him play.. he's not that great.. anyway, this isn't about his lack of bass ability, just a little background on where this is going.



I was called to come over to my guitar player's house for a little "extra practice" before our next gig. When I arrived, the only ones there were Nick, the guitarist, and Jeff, the drummer. I knew right then and there that something was up. Anyway, they sat me down and fired me. Oh, I got the "it's not personal, and we still want to be your friend" speech, but it still sucked. ALOT.



Lets see.. this was prolly about 2006, I guess. Anyway, about three or four months after I was cut from the band, I started getting anonymous e mails on Hi5 or some such place. That wound into Yahoo Messenger, some guy named "Tim" who had seen me play with the band, and thought I was sexy.. yada yada yada.. ok.. you guys have seen me.. I'm short and round.... not too sexy.. anyhow, come to find out, (after about I dunno... three weeks or so of this) that it was my old friend and drummer, Jeff. And he basically begged me to go to bed with him.



HELLO!!! I know your WIFE!! Am friends with her, and like and respect her. ALOT!! So obviously, I declined the proposition. OH, and PS... I didn't wanna hurt his feelings and tell him that while I think he's a good guy, (not anymore, since this episode), I'm just not attracted to him. Something about the jowels, maybe.. ok.. that was catty.. sorry... So, fast forward to now. I'm happy. I'm married to the love of my life. I live in Minne-freakin-sota. Suddenly, a few days ago, he just pops up on my Yahoo Messenger, for no reason. I hadn't talked to him for MONTHS before I left Texas, and now he's on my YM again. "What does he want?" you ask? The same old shit! He started out with "Why did you turn me down" and went from there.... In the same sentance telling me that he and his wife are doing very well, and that he wishes we had fucked, and would still love to.....



WTF????????????????? Did he not get the "I'm happily married" part? And if HE is so happily married, and things are great between him and Kathy, why in hell is he coming at me with this shit AGAIN??? OK.. I'm confused as hell. He also told me, point blank that he would fuck a couple of my friends if only the opprotunity arose. But yet, he's happily married. Someone explain this to me! Oh.. and I asked him, "What makes you so sure that I won't go to Kathy with all of this"... his answer was "I trust you." I WONT go to Kathy, because I love her and don't want to hurt her, but at the same time, I think she needs to know what a fuckhead she's married to. I just don't want to be a homewrecker. I even saved e mails and YM messages, but I dont have the nerve to use them. What do ya'll think? This shit is FUKKED UP!

Random blatherskyting...

We got a MagicJack day before yesterday. So far, I truly love it as much as the commercials said I would. True to their word, I plugged it in, and had home phone service within minutes. We bought it at Radio Shack, and it was $39.99 plus tax, but that includes the first year of service. Home phone with free long distance and a whole buncha other stuff for twenty dollars a year. Hard to beat. You have to have high speed internet for it to work... no dial up, but I'm serious guys... you can't beat it! I am singing the praises of MagicJack... look into it.. OK, commercial over... but even if it does sound like a commercial, it's an awesome product that I recommend to all of you.

Yesterday was my Mom's 58th Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! I LOVE YOU. Dennis and I sent her a dozen of her favorite flowers. It startled the crap out of her. I was amused. I love my Mom. I miss her alot. Well, kinda.. we talk on the phone several times a week.... But I miss just hanging out with her. She truly is the best Mom in the world!

And speaking of my beloved..... he almost died yesterday.. cuz I almost had to kill him. GRIN. BIG EVIL GRIN... lol... The other day, whilst out and about purchasing a MagicJack and such, we also purchased a router, so that we didn't have to take turns on the internet anymore. He can now be on his laptop and me on my desktop, and be the happy little internetting couple that we are... Anyhow... I had never set up a wireless network before, and needless to say, despite following the instructions to the T, I couldn't get the damn thing to work.

So I wound up on the phone with Tech Support form NetGear, which is the brand of router that we bought. Between my hapless bumbling and being on the phone with NetGear, I spent two and a half hours on this project before it was finished, and we were all online and happy.


Yesterday, I had to work from six am till two pm. About noonish, Dennis called me for help. My wonderful darling had started out to fix the tangle of wires and cords by my desk, because he knows that it annoys the shit out of me.

So what did he do? Unplug every fucking thing. Then, of course, after plugging everything back in, the wireless network didn't work, so there he was, calling ME for help.... I still have no idea exactly what transpired on the phone the day before... I was following directions from someone in India who barely spoke english.... OMG.. I thought I was gonna have to beat him with his prostethic leg.... no kidding. But, thankfully, by the time I got home, he had everything (except the tangled cords) all worked out. Bless him. I love that man!


So hows this for irritating? When I got to yesterday morning, I was already behind because the wonderful people who work with me in the Pizza Department, decided that since our Pizza boss has been off since Wednesday afternoon, they didn't have to do a freaking thing. So I had a list of stuff as long as my arm to accomplish BEFORE I could even attempt to make any breakfast items, and people standing there tapping their feet waiting for breakfast items three minutes after the store opened.


I don't underdstand, STILL, why in the hell people take a job, if they don't want to do it. When they just screw around and don 't do their job, it makes it very difficult for the next guy coming in to operate with any kind of efficiency. Pray for me that I don't lose my patience and murder someone by shoving personal pan pizza dough up their noses and retrieving it through their rear-ends. I am just about ready to blow a gasket with these two idiots. Useless as tits on a boar hog, as my Nanaw would say. Ok... steam blown off. Feel better.. !

Almost April, and we get a blizzard!

Today is March 31, and as I look out my window it's snowing to beat the band. The Weather Channel calles it "Blizzard Conditions." Looking out my window, it looks like a snow globe thats been shaken up. I wound up having to go into town, in this mess. I was thankful to have been off, but then, of course, somebody needed something from the store, so off I went. My stepson's girlfriend and I braved the snowdrifts and the wind to drive to the store.... But first, we had to clean off the car. After getting the car free of snow, we SLOWLY drove into town and to the store where I work. I was elected to go into the store since it was MY husband that needed something, so when I came out, Jessy was waiting for me patiently in the car. Then, as we were driving home, I decided to take a few pictures of the "blizzard" on Main Avenue.

This one is one of our local law enforcement officers, Tyler in his police cruiser, durango... Running away from the scene of the crime I assume..LOL. Anyhow.. notice how the pictures are all dark and gloomy looking? All these photos were taken between noon and 1 p.m. today. Crazy huh! After we returned home, I decided to go play in the snow and take a few more pictures. I really wanted whoever saw the pic's to have an understanding of exactly how deep the snow was, so I took this photo of my legs in the snow. Now, I'm only five foot three and one half inches, but still... snow to my knees is pretty deep, especially when you stop to think that yesterday, where I am standing was a grassy field.... We had upwards of six feet of snow on the ground for most of the last two months, and finally, it had started to diminish. We had several days last week where it was up in the 40's and 50's and the snow has started melting off. For the first time since arriving in Minnesota, I could see grass on the ground and now we are back to snow snow everywhere! I took this pic of snow gracing the branches of this evergreen because I just thought it was pretty... but I've been looking at it all winter and I'm just ready for the snow to go away. I talk to my family and friends back in Texas regularly and Every day, I am informed how it's warm and nice there. My Mom even told me today that she was sitting outside on the front porch enjoying the breeze. Kinda cool, but she didn't even need her jacket. Sigh.. believe it or not, I miss Texas weather. I dunno why... One last picture for my pict-o-journal today.... This really cool barn across the road from our driveway... I really thought it looked neat.. although a little forlorn, in the storm. Tell me what ya'll think!

Effing Grrrrr

All I want to do is add my playlist to my blog... it keeps telling me "Error On Page" and won't let me add it. So then I tried to put it in the page HTML. It won't show up. I am so freekin frustrated! Jeez, is it so hard to be able to listen to some music!

Pretty Parkland, and Cute Little Squirrels

I thought that after the "deep" last couple of posts, a picture or two might be nice. This is Jacob's Ladder in beautiful Cameron Park back home in Waco. I love Cameron Park and have spent hours there with family and friends. I love this pic, and thought it was pretty and a nice reminder of summer as I look out my window and stare at all water-logged yards and such as the snow finally starts to melt.

Speaking of looking out my window, a few weeks ago, I was looking out our bedroom window and saw these two guys playing.

The one from farther away we call Bob, and the smaller squirrel in the closer cropped pic we call Larry. Bob and Larry play in the trees outside our window all the time, but I have only ever been able to capture them this once.

Bob seems to be posing just for me in this pic. He knew I was there, and for a minute we just stared each other down, then I snapped the shot, and he took off like a shot. Funny little critters, squirrels. Cute, and mean. Hrm.. I think I know some kids like that..LOL.

Anyhow, no deep thoughts for today, just pretty park land, and cute little squirrels. Have a good one!

Support for Space aliens..ETC.

So I googled for info on some of what "Jeanne" was talking about and came across this article: http://www.rumormillnews.com/cgi-bin/archive.cgi?read=4839.

You can visit the link above to read the article in it's entirety, but this is the part that seems to most strongly support Jeanne's theory...


Many have said that Mt. Carmel was some sort of intelligence front. For instance, the minister of a rival Davidian church in Waco told me that Koresh had worked for the CIA and the church housed a biowarfare factory. This view was also promoted by Patriot leader Linda Thompson, who in a Penthouseinterview, alleged it was a CIA facility, and that the ATF raid was orchestrated by the FBI, acting in alliance with Israel's Mossad, to shut it down.


Another variation of this theory comes from the late attorney Paul Wilcher, who died mysteriously after writing a report to Attorney General Janet Reno which described Mt. Carmel as a mind control facility. Koresh and his inner circle, Wilcher claimed, were programmed "sleeper" agents, or "Manchurian Candidates," who had been programmed to carry out a terrorist act with biological weaponry (as was later performed in Japan by the Aum Shiro cult, when it released deadly sarin gas in a Tokyo subway). However, Koresh and the other sleepers "woke up" from their programming and went rogue. This necessited shutting down the Mt. Carmel facility.


And yet, there is no evidence that biological warfare agents were ever manufactured at Waco. The only dangerous chemical known to have been manufactured at Mt. Carmel was, according to surviving Branch Davidians, methamphetamine. This had been done under George Roden, the leader of the Davidians prior to Koresh. (Later, the ATF alleged there was a speed lab at Mt. Carmel. This, along with the charge of child molestation, was a pretext for the February 28 raid--curious, since both speed and child molestation are outside that agency's jurisdiction.)


Roden left Mt. Carmel after a power struggle with Koresh in the late 1980s, and, until his recent death, was confined to a mental institution in Big Spring, Texas. On at least two occasions he escaped this facility, and once managed to travel all the way to the Israeli embassy in New York. He claimed some sort of connection with the Israeli government.


Could Mt. Carmel have been a Mossad facility? The Davidian flag, which fell into the flames on April 19, did bear the Star of David. Also, some in the conspiracy reseacher community believe there is a link between the Branch Davidians and Jewish Mob boss Abraham Davidian who was shot dead in the late 1940s. Israel did figure prominently in Koresh's life. It was while on a trip to Israel in the 1980s that he received a "vision" which began his career as spiritual leader. He went to Israel under the name Vernon Howell; he came back with the name David Koresh. The book Why Waco?reports that Koresh continued to receive visions after returning to the U.S.; the inspiration for a sermons always originated as a picture beamed into his head.


This is reminiscent of the visions experienced by late science fiction author Philip K. Dick, who claimed that Gnostic imagery was being beamed into his head by an external entity. Perhaps Dick's and Koresh's "visions" originated from God, perhaps from extraterrestrials, perhaps from their own minds, or perhaps they were delivered by microwave. Dick might have been a mind control victim. Koresh might have been one too. The technology certain exists; it has not been for nothing that, over the years, billions of black budget dollars have been poured into what the Pentagon calls "non-lethal weaponry."


Bizzare! Feedback? Still reminds me of the X Files...

Space Aliens, David Koresh, and Barak Obama

I'm not makin fun of my friend, and I'm not makin this up folks.....


My friend "Jeanne" that I work with, and I were having a conversation this morning, and Barak Obama came up. I told her the same thing I tell everyone who asks me. I don't care that he is a black man. The color of his skin says nothing of a man's ability to lead a country, or anything else for that matter. The problem that I have is that Obama is muslim.


Alot of people will contradict this statement, and if you don't happen to believe that he's a muslim, thats your business. But I wonder, why would a man who was purportedly born in this country and is NOT a muslim have such a problem producing an authentic birth certificate....
Anyhow, like I said, my problem is that Obama is a muslim, and I don't believe that we have any business having a muslim in office when we are at war with a muslim country... so there's that...


Anyway, so we were discussing Obama, and Jeanne points out that if you watch him during a speech, he never looks at the camera. He will turn his head to the left, and turn his head to the right, but he never looks forward. He also never shows any emotion at all, and speaks in a monotone voice. It's all very "robot like." These are her observations. I didn't vote for him, so I rarely pay that close of attention to him. So then she asks if I want to hear her theroy. Sure, I say, why not? It's six blinkin' thirty in the morning, and I can listen while I roll up breakfast burritos... Lay it on me. So here's the real deal, according to my co-worker......


Apparently, back when the aliens crashed at Roswell, the United States Government recovered alien technology enabling them to produce computer chips. These computer chips were manufactured for the specific purpose of mind control. Evidentially, they are inserted into the brain of the subject, and then you can control the subject to do your bidding. Stay with me kids, I'm not making this up. I was actually told this....


So, the big cover-up at Waco, with the whole Branch Davidian thing had to do with these mind chips. David Koresh, before amassing a cult, spent a large amount of time in Isreal, and with the Moussad. Without his knowledge, the Moussad inserted one of these chips into Koresh's brain. I never was clear on how the technology got from the US Government to Isreal. Anyhow, with this chip, they made Koresh believe he was God. He built the Branch Davidian Compound at Waco to mass produce these chips on American soil, with the cult acting as a front. The reason that the seige went on for 51 days was so that Koresh's people could get rid of the computers and equipment they were using to produce the chips.


Fast forward to present day....Somehow, the Moussad have managed to once again, without the subject's knowledge, implant a mind control chip. The new subject? The very "robot like" Barak Obama, and they are using him to run the United States. So, space aliens, David Koresh, and Barak Obama... all connected...


Feedback? I dunno.. To me it sounds more like a great episode of the X Files...